Overdue x100000

A picture post finally!! I think it’s gonna be a long one so embrace yourself!

As of now, I am mentally exhausted and i feel like just blogging away and upload whatever pictures that i never get the chance to put up! My next paper is this coming tuesday and i just want to get it over and done with! So here’s some pictures of our trip to London *counting fingers* 2 years ago. Did not edit them nor did I put any watermark whatsoever because if i do, it prolly gonna take me another 2 years to get it done!

The smallest tv ever. This is meant for one person.only. Im not even joking. But hey, when you’re on holiday, why bother watching tv?

Since this is our first time overseas, i think our my main highlight is shopping. Obviously we don’t have these bargains back home. But to be honest, i came out from these shops with massive headache because there’s TOO MANY going on! The hustling and the tugging and the picking and trying. Insanity. But worth it.

Everyone’s favourite store! For me definitely. Ever since I knew the existence of Primark, i get curious if they ever have a online website or something. Then I found out they don’t. Simply because in the UK, Primark is a clothing retailers that caters to low income families. Everything sold there is extremely affordable that you will need at least TWO shopping baskets for your loots!

Now, few facts about Primark, which also I found out after I did few research and readings. Primark is a subsidiary company of Associated British Foods (ABF). And what is ABF you ask? Simple, ABF is just a huge food company which started from…..

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A SMALL BISCUIT SHOP by a canadian businessman. Interesting right? Now Primark has become a subsidiary company which is giving back to it’s people. Im not even sure if they get any profits because the stuffs are so dirt cheap!! You can get a good pair of shoes for just £4. Even after conversion, it is still cheap!

We rented a car and had few mini road trips to the cities from Sunderland to Newcastle, Durham, Manchester, Liverpool, York and London (in no particular order). Only one two word, CAR SICK! Man, the worst experience ever. I dont think I can survive anymore road trips if its more than 2 hours. I think we drove like 5 hours from one end to the other end it almost drives me crazy. Alternative, put me in a spacious car, I’ll be fine. Small car, oh please god help me.

This was in London and oh how i love the buildings. But not the city or the subway. I think i prefer the smaller cities.

Where we stayed throughout of road trips. I would recommend this place if you’re looking for something simple and within your budget. But if you’re looking for bed&breakfast, this won’t be it. I think it’s nice to have a place which provides breakfast because its easier that way. By the time you’re out, you can start planning your day ahead and not worrying find a place to have your breakfast/brunch.

Check out those dry lips. Man they were cracking for the entire week we were there!

And of course, an ugly picture of yours truly sleeping in the car.

Our my acquisition which leaves us speechless because back home we never shop that much. But they were all bargains so feeling guilty no more :p

I think this is in Liverpool, the birth place of The Beatles. Mum and I did not went into the museum obviously we’re not a fan. Not even to go in and have a look. Did I regret till this day? Nah. Glad i didnt make that decision.

Now i can say, “Been there!” My next wish, to actually watch the real match albeit knows not a clue of football or the players. The time we got here, the weather was super cold and it drizzled! Next time, get a wind breaker lady!

Hmmm i cant seem to remember where this was. But all these statue were interesting to look at. Minus the nudity, sorry guys.

One of the room where they held prisoners and im telling ya, i didnt like the energy in that room. Creepy.

In fact, looking at the picture alone gives me chills.

This was in Durham. We went to the Durham castle and it was hauntingly beautiful! I would love to go back there again.

Hokay, i think that is all for now. Thanks for actually reading this! You’re such an awesome reader

Now back to mugging. Or maybe not. Or maybe yes. Ta!

P/S : would you like to read/see more post like this? Let me know!

All Is Well..

For the past few days my waking hour consist of these thoughts. “urgh.another day.yet.again.” I know such a pessimistic attitude right? The big exam is nearing. Heck I flinch at the thought of it.  I’m afraid that i’m starting to hate exams and mugging life. But it is what it is. A student life is what it is until you get that certificate in your hands. Without that paper in my hand, to the world, i have nothing. I won’t be employable. I might as well build my own boat and catch fish.

Lying down starring at the ceiling dreaming of the person i want to be or maybe i think i want to be. These kind of post i dont mind putting up so that in few years time i can read them and hear myself uttering, “as if it’s the end of the world? pfffttt” Ya. something along that line. Where was I? Oh yes, i was lying down doing some major thinking or more like dreaming. Will it ever come to pass. Will this phase be over soon.

There were time i wish i made a different choice in education wise and doing what i really enjoy through and through. But that’s just wishful if not derisive thinking. I’m holding to this, “wherever God has placed you, give Him your best”.

 

I Failed A Thousand Times

…yet your mercy remains..and should i stumble again, i’m caught in your grace, your light will shine when ALL ELSE fails, my heart and my soul, i give you control, consume me from the inside out, to love your inside out..

I chanced upon someone’s vlog where she shared her hearts out about her life and its progress since she was in high school till where she is now. It moved me so much. It’s even more inspiring to know she loves god. And this particular song made my convictions even more clearer despite the still unforeseen future. If that even make sense.

For some reason I feel like i can relate to her. I’m not your any typical bright students who scored major As in her exams or even excel in curriculum studies. The only time I ever did well was during primary 5 (11 years old) where i managed to get first in class. And the only time how I managed to get A2 for my maths for spm despite being someone who fails it for the past 4 years in high school. The only feeling that I remembered throughout was that i really loved practicing my maths. Also another reason was because i adore my maths teacher, she changed me to be someone who loved maths.

As years goes by, the pressure or standards thickens.  It is the parents role to make sure their children gets a good education and to make sure they are able to survive with the demanding society and needs. You can only live by when you have something employable. That is when reality sunk in. I am on my way to finish this law degree. The first two years was excruciating. There were moments where I don’t even know how did i allow myself into this. There even moments where I feel like I could not see the finishing line at all. There were even times im angry at myself.

It is during those moments, my relationship with god thickens too. What is the point of having everything in the world when god is yet so far away. I use to regret certain things in life in the past. If i’d had not gone to to this particular school, life wouldn’t be such a mess or if i have did this, if i did that. But now looking back at it, I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I learned so much through and through. God gave me the will to choose. And whatever outcome it has on me, there’s always a lesson to learn.

I have dreams and they say do not be afraid to dream big. Even Joseph dream and he eventually became someone big. But to get there, he went through daunting tasks and hurdles. I admire his courage and his faith. God has every intention to bring him there but subject to condition precedent. It even cost God his one and only son to redeem our salvation.

If God has meant something for you, no one can take it away from you. ever. He has promised and He never fails. So live on His promises.

For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11

This or That Beauty Tag

Was doing some blog-reading and found out Makeuppau tagged me on this beauty tag. It’s been awhile since i did one, so I thought why not.

MAKE-UP:

Blush or Bronzer

I like both but if i have to choose one, i’d go for blush.

Lipgloss or Lipstick

hurmm. im not an avid wearer of either both. but i do collect them for some reason. i prefer my nyx soft matte cream. not so sure if that falls under those 2 categories..

Eyeliner or Mascara

-eyeliner definitely!

Foundation or Concealer

foundation to cover my recent breakout happenings. le sigh. exam preparation is the main culprit (yeah yeah blame the exam ;p)

Neutral or Color (eyeshadow)

neutral i feel like i cant pull out any color eyeshadow just yet. im talking about blue/purple/green/pink and such..

Pressed or Loose (eyeshadow)

pressed. loveee paul&smith pressed powder!

Brushes or Sponges

brushes  definitely!

BODY:

Perfume or Body Splash

Perfume!!! A huge perfume wearer. heck i even wear em to sleep. Yes i do have a perfume for me to wear to sleep! I dont like anything you slap on your body esp after bath, it feels icky. I like the clean feeling of after-bath. 

Lotion or Body Butter

Neither. The only lotion i apply on is my Eubos sensitive hand lotion because i have dry and sensitive hands. that’s it. But i do have some victoria secret body lotion again, for some reason. pfft. i myself dont understand why did i bought em. impulsive buys i guess.

Body Wash or Soap (bar)

body wash! im not a fan of any sweet or strong fragrance. but im a huge lover of Johnson’s baby wash (the blue bottle)!!!! Bought 2 huge bottles for me to use for bath, hand wash, brush wash, undergarments..hehehe… I just love the soft fragrance 

NAILS:

OPI or China Glaze

-definitely OPI. Hands down.

Long or Short

Can i sit on the fence for this? I like long when i feel like it and neutral colours look really nice with long nails. Short nails if i wear real bright colors. plus taking down notes with long nails is annoying. so i go for both.

Acrylic or Natural

natural.

Brights or Darks

Brights! Dark color makes them look sooooo dull! Your nail colors really speak for your entire hands. if u know what i mean.

I’m gonna tag Balqiz.com and you

Penang Tsunami

It’s funny how people can change despite the conviction they have had with themselves for years. Or so they thought. Take me for instance. Change here I meant what I would see myself in the near future or so.

I know everyone has different callings in life. Some knew what they want at their early age. They pursue it wholeheartedly. But some are not the case. In fact, it can be confusing.

I think this age (age is just a number they say) or maybe this year, has brought me to a new level of maturity and most importantly, a new level of knowing God. I can never understand God because He is just to amazing for human mind to grasp but I know that He is enough.

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Sometimes when I looked back, I don’t even know how did I arrive at this point of my life. When I see myself doing something that I would never have done in the past, all I could think of is, “now, THAT is God’s work and is working through and through..”. So I am really glad I’m here in Penang and not home or else where. Glad I’m with EPCC too. These people are amazing! (even thought of not going back home and just stay on during the 3months hols! semangat! lets see what God says..)

To make things even more interesting, I don’t remember myself trying hard. At all. To recall back, all I could remember is I just let go and let Him. Actually that statement is such an understatement.  You just have to experience it yourself.

Anyways, I know I’ve not been blogging diligently. I’m afraid that I might even abandoned this blog of mine. Everytime when I try to blog, I’d end up not posting it up because it’s not interesting enough.

I guess I’ll just post up few pictures of my travelling these past few weeks.

There’s more but the internet to too slowwww!!! Will add on when I can.

Anyhoots, here’s song I want to share with you guys. Highest Praise by New Creation Church. Have a blessed weekend guys!

“Your joy has captured my heart, I can’t help but dance and sing”