Thought of sharing something here before I hit the sack. I’m totally hooked to Josh Wilson’s songs. They seems so real and applicable to my everyday lives now and then. I don’t know about you but i have (and will feel) felt this and that feeling is real.
Fall Apart
Why in the world did I think I could
Only get to know You when my life was good?
When everything just falls in place
The easiest thing is to give You praise
Now it all seems upside down
‘Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel You now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
And somehow still have all I need?
God, I want to know You more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find You when I fall apart
Blessed are the ones who understand
We got nothing to bring but empty hands
Nothing to hide and nothing to prove
Our heartbreak brings us back to You
And it all seems upside down
I don’t know how long this will last
I’m praying for the pain to pass
But maybe this is the best thing
That has ever happened to me
I love how real he can get. Honestly, its so easy to praise His name when things fall into place or how we want it to be. But when things seems impossible or insanity, we start to doubt Him and we start to ask Him the ultimate question, “Why?”
But…yes there’s always a but. Once I began to learn to look at a different perspective (its amazing what you’ll learn from that) I learned that God is not just about that whole situation you’re going through or the difficulties you’re going through BUT he is all about filling up the void around it. Again and again, I kept telling God yes he is great and all that. But when I do go through all these shits, help me to want to know you more and sustain me through it all. Have a good night y’all.
February 24, 2012 at 7:15 pm
God always gives us the best surprises, especially when it comes to cheering us up.. God’s awesome!
February 24, 2012 at 11:56 pm
Amen!