There’s Always A Second Chance

Oh how easy it is to let your emotions ruin you and take full control of you. There are times I let my emotions take full charge and the result wasnt beautiful. Madness I tell you. I know I always let situation lead me instead of me choosing to react wisely towards it.

Pr Sam’s sermon was hauntingly beautiful last night. So simple yet powerful to let me paused and re-think.

My walk with God there’s always this “i do when i feel like it and when i feel the world is ok, i’ll do something else”. Somehow I fell into those category of people who seeks God for answers when tribulation comes. But the message was so clear last night that the reason why we should open our bible is not to seek for answer that we’re looking for, not to find scriptures that would fit our wants. BUT to find Jesus and to know Jesus more. That’s all. Things will fall into place after that.

Before I came here I was so on fire just about everything. College, new circle of friends, campus revo, church etc.. But now that fire slowly died. In fact, there was no spark at all. I dare to say I dreaded campus revo now. Such a pity that could happened right? The sermon made me want to re-construct my life and my walk with Jesus again. Seek Him first and everything shall be added to you. Need to set this heart right first before God allow me to serve in other ministry.

Exam is 2 months away. If you ask me how is preparation, I can has heart palpitation at the thought of it! I cannot let my parents down this time especially my dad. He has poured everything and gave me the best my entire life. Making him proud is one of my wildest dream. I’m not sure how I’m gonna go about with this but I know God is with me until eternity.

Few days ago I made friend with someone and when we first met, we spent almost 2 hours talking non-stop. Now, I believe in divine appointment and this is one of it. I think I really needed that. I have no clue what God wants me to be in the future, but right now I know I must give my best.